Today I realized (and possibly remembered) just how depressing St. Valentine's Day can really be. It is January 1st today and I have already seen the first advertised hearts of valentine's day. And that is when I sadly realized.. I will have no one to spend this special day with for the first time in two years. Sigh, a tear almost forms at the thought. Today, love is a tragedy.

Life is a move and I am the Star!

It is New Years Eve! Another year over and a new one just begun... As John Lennon once said. I am so excited about the new year, I just have a good feeling. It would be hard to make another year worse than this 2008 has been, its been a journey and I am so excited for 2009!! I am feeling more confident and beautiful actually. My resolution is to be the leading lady in my life-- not the best friend. "Life is a movie and you are the Star." Thats my motto for the year. I know I must find myself, and I must grow and I must change, and since I have lost a family I must build my own; a family this time glued together with love. You know, friends, special people... my siblings.. my new family. =) I am so excited!!

Living in the northwest this winter, we have about 6 ft or more of snow. Yes, it is absolutely wonderful and very beautiful.. Besides the sights and the fun in the snow there is the adventure of driving in it. And the best part is when you can't even get out of your driveway. And the very best part is when you can't get out of your driveway because you've driven into your yard. No, my natural hair color is not blonde, but I am thinking about dyeing it so that people stop asking. What an adventure!! At least I wasn't on my way to work or anything, I was going to go pick up my younger siblings and take them sledding. Honestly I couldn't have gotten stuck on a more beautiful day, it wasn't too cold, I wasn't even wearing gloves and I was perfectly comfortable. It was just the perfect winters day. If only I wasn't all alone at my house.

Illusions come with the dawn and replenish themselves with the night. Often wonder which is real or is all illusion and none real. In that case does it even matter?

My first day blogging, yes, indeed.

I have just finished a most lovely book, 'Auntie Mame.' Quite the book for a bombshell. I do believe Auntie Mame is the perfect eccentric bombshell.

To a long life of blogging, to an adventure for all eccentric bombshells, diesco bibidu!